the world needs a revenge

failed wishes of unknown times
lose my balance under ice drops
so cold... yet life had so good
i knew to behave wise
even to my fatal memories

misery collapsed inside my emotions
found myself in the glass of evil thgouhts
the strange alchemy injected into my vains
my humanism deleted from my brain
i fear to see what i become...

the neurotic mutation changed my role
i see... i am different now
i'm the death within my black uniform
i'm the one presents eternal pains
wish me a revenge
so i would slay all your expectations
you'll see the world is not heaven
will you try a new dream to escape

your static secrets taught me
only to kill the love inside
you see, you're so feeble by me
your questions returned with no answer
i'm the lie out of truth

you have the courage to share
the trails on my face of sorrow
no water, as deep as abyss
i name myself stranger in this world
of complex paradigmas nad utopias

this neurotic mutation changed my role
i feel, i can't be real
i need this horror within my vulgar thoughts
i'm the blind presents eternal darkness
wish me a revenge
so i would clear the past of sanity
you'll see your world is not a heaven
will you discover my fire of hatred

so sorry to say these
yet, you do know the world need it
and do know you need me

you define, i'm the cruel insane being
will you be there to meet again
as i wake you at other side
won't you come, i'm calling you
my beauty, callin you...

heartscraper

i wonder will i be your morning coffee
will i have a sugery taste for you
this sweet imaginations clear my past
stay pretend caring my poor entity
my sick situation requesting satisfaction

too much of pain withered my optimism
had to eradicate my nameless loneliness
what a strange mixture keep going
my emotions and depressions together
i was urged to feel you totally
for me you're the only one to love
always...i keep this dream in my head
one reply could return my life back

i spin aroud within weird thoughts
how hard this could be?
you're only a second distant from me
will you be my name of misery
wipe my tears for unwise future

my storm of aggression calm down
i'm searching the times to be free
you chain me, i can't stop myself
i should know your might on me
your tide covers my surface

would you play this game again
could you share my last day again?

bad oidipus syndrome

intensive mist of opium coil my body
the visions disappear as if to show
my sorrowful background of dissolution
i want to see my darkest parts
to define my schizophrenic side for you

i'm holding my thoughts to express you
only need your sign of understanding
you are the psychriatrist to cure me

give me the pills of hypnosis
to get out from this sick situation
light my way through unseen neurons
count the time backwards, then replay
call my oidipus period to remind me

i'm holding my memory to extend you
i wonder do i deserve your offence
you were the solution for my sanity

lack of logic, timeless spelled words
hierarchy of my feelings mismathed
the giant personality wither by your therapy
all my adaptation methods failed
you reveal my remaining disorders

my beloved therapist, observe symptoms
recall my bad oidipus period to regain me
i do deserve your tender treatments

cure my oidipus period syndrome...

liquid of sorrow

apart from the silver tears of an otistic
the atheist beliefs granted the revolution
bloody cures to a new entity
skinless body drown in that liquid

entire memories dissolved in that neurons
lust a few seconds of tragedy
revisioned continiously without an end
a cruel metaphysics game of mind

synergy of the reflections denied a muse

malice promises of shallow derivation
everthing that command has no freshness
an obsessiv belief on life postulate

a magnesium colored cold eyes...
where of the refines origin matured
the diverse segmented fluid injected
a perfect organism lived by sorrow

to revive this plastic tube of vein
give a light into mind to postpone
things relied on human philosophy
imposed an entire knowledge of anatomy
new shape of the world distincts
has no wonder, confuse clever minds
din the energy of that life
to gain different kinf of formula
the marvel alchemy...liquid of sorrow

quake in the thoughts

i used to live the life inverted
my world of fear, too obsolete beliefs
the analog thoughts presented an utopia
hiding from myself in my brave
depressions joined as if a parasite
i need more simplicity

couraging, so easy for me
to combine all the weird feelings
only learned to live unwished ones
i have to live asymmetries mixture

how strange for me
to adapt the high life norms
can't mean the tears after funeral
as i can't bare pleasure forever

i remove all the tears from my eyes
have no feeling inside, negatively affected
cold blooded behaviours killed my humanity
i conceal mental state of being unnatural
that weird paradigma i relied collapse
how i cold deny the life again

i was consoled with my content feelings
nothing remained from that outstanding philosophy
only my reason of improving individuality
ceded among the collide of truth and lie

i was buried under my crumbling thoughts...

the missing parts of a jigsaw

in the ruby dark november morning
all the life shattered as the broken mirror
i played all the pieces as if a jigsaw
i feared to lose its marble tinies

you're the one presented me that enigma
i am sick of playing your game
why did you hide this magic parts
do you want me suffer from you

i've collected shapes from my crumbling room
and vision the missing parts of you
your tragedy leak into me, i'm charged
my heart craved your thorns to grieve

all my intelligence in the head
not enough to discover your secret
as i see, i'm not the foreteller
of complex questions in that jigsaw
has there anyone to order you but me
the night pieces to the right grids

i disappear, i disapear beside
can be noone at all but an empty
i deserve dismiison but not that cruelly
i could be noone and let me be

how i will end up that joy
the trails of sorrow on my face as deeper
i accept, to determine a toy
the night pieces to the right grids

God's bride (sibyl)

within the sedate life of unknown enigma
Sibyl staying within frail feelings of reality
her little heart couldn't know what to be
just followed the trail through the eternity
she needed a divine miracle to be elevated

released the seconds for her to join
the eternity she craved...she was to be
under the noble rain of ruby nature
each drop stalking her with an unwise glimpse
she feared who was she, staying mortal
this waters of divinity couldn't deceive her
a fatal memory, God's presenting to her

in this waters of melancholy she was drowning
she needed a hand to survive of her world
then the miracle embraced as in her mind

she thought she would have the honor
all the positive ideas she created illogical
in her mind she was crowned a Princess

as she wore the white dress
she saw the wings on her back
she was supposed to be the Angel, God's Brie

towards the temple of innocence
she looked within spelly thoughts
little steps brought her deeper

the ways of unfortunate fate called her
lamentation against God's had no regret
no one to blame her for her love inside
desire, lust, passion all for pleasure
how to wipe the sins on her innocence
unforgiven dance of mortal waves displayed
she was supposed to be Angel, even to corruption

she dived in a lake of disappointment
fearing from the disloyalty of plaintive visions
she had no wonder if the God existed

as the reals twinkled over the coulds
and dripping over the temple of betrayals
yet she was sane knowing what she lived

she was the God's bride, even to desolations...