the world needs a revenge

failed wishes of unknown times
lose my balance under ice drops
so cold... yet life had so good
i knew to behave wise
even to my fatal memories

misery collapsed inside my emotions
found myself in the glass of evil thgouhts
the strange alchemy injected into my vains
my humanism deleted from my brain
i fear to see what i become...

the neurotic mutation changed my role
i see... i am different now
i'm the death within my black uniform
i'm the one presents eternal pains
wish me a revenge
so i would slay all your expectations
you'll see the world is not heaven
will you try a new dream to escape

your static secrets taught me
only to kill the love inside
you see, you're so feeble by me
your questions returned with no answer
i'm the lie out of truth

you have the courage to share
the trails on my face of sorrow
no water, as deep as abyss
i name myself stranger in this world
of complex paradigmas nad utopias

this neurotic mutation changed my role
i feel, i can't be real
i need this horror within my vulgar thoughts
i'm the blind presents eternal darkness
wish me a revenge
so i would clear the past of sanity
you'll see your world is not a heaven
will you discover my fire of hatred

so sorry to say these
yet, you do know the world need it
and do know you need me

you define, i'm the cruel insane being
will you be there to meet again
as i wake you at other side
won't you come, i'm calling you
my beauty, callin you...

heartscraper

i wonder will i be your morning coffee
will i have a sugery taste for you
this sweet imaginations clear my past
stay pretend caring my poor entity
my sick situation requesting satisfaction

too much of pain withered my optimism
had to eradicate my nameless loneliness
what a strange mixture keep going
my emotions and depressions together
i was urged to feel you totally
for me you're the only one to love
always...i keep this dream in my head
one reply could return my life back

i spin aroud within weird thoughts
how hard this could be?
you're only a second distant from me
will you be my name of misery
wipe my tears for unwise future

my storm of aggression calm down
i'm searching the times to be free
you chain me, i can't stop myself
i should know your might on me
your tide covers my surface

would you play this game again
could you share my last day again?

bad oidipus syndrome

intensive mist of opium coil my body
the visions disappear as if to show
my sorrowful background of dissolution
i want to see my darkest parts
to define my schizophrenic side for you

i'm holding my thoughts to express you
only need your sign of understanding
you are the psychriatrist to cure me

give me the pills of hypnosis
to get out from this sick situation
light my way through unseen neurons
count the time backwards, then replay
call my oidipus period to remind me

i'm holding my memory to extend you
i wonder do i deserve your offence
you were the solution for my sanity

lack of logic, timeless spelled words
hierarchy of my feelings mismathed
the giant personality wither by your therapy
all my adaptation methods failed
you reveal my remaining disorders

my beloved therapist, observe symptoms
recall my bad oidipus period to regain me
i do deserve your tender treatments

cure my oidipus period syndrome...

liquid of sorrow

apart from the silver tears of an otistic
the atheist beliefs granted the revolution
bloody cures to a new entity
skinless body drown in that liquid

entire memories dissolved in that neurons
lust a few seconds of tragedy
revisioned continiously without an end
a cruel metaphysics game of mind

synergy of the reflections denied a muse

malice promises of shallow derivation
everthing that command has no freshness
an obsessiv belief on life postulate

a magnesium colored cold eyes...
where of the refines origin matured
the diverse segmented fluid injected
a perfect organism lived by sorrow

to revive this plastic tube of vein
give a light into mind to postpone
things relied on human philosophy
imposed an entire knowledge of anatomy
new shape of the world distincts
has no wonder, confuse clever minds
din the energy of that life
to gain different kinf of formula
the marvel alchemy...liquid of sorrow

quake in the thoughts

i used to live the life inverted
my world of fear, too obsolete beliefs
the analog thoughts presented an utopia
hiding from myself in my brave
depressions joined as if a parasite
i need more simplicity

couraging, so easy for me
to combine all the weird feelings
only learned to live unwished ones
i have to live asymmetries mixture

how strange for me
to adapt the high life norms
can't mean the tears after funeral
as i can't bare pleasure forever

i remove all the tears from my eyes
have no feeling inside, negatively affected
cold blooded behaviours killed my humanity
i conceal mental state of being unnatural
that weird paradigma i relied collapse
how i cold deny the life again

i was consoled with my content feelings
nothing remained from that outstanding philosophy
only my reason of improving individuality
ceded among the collide of truth and lie

i was buried under my crumbling thoughts...

the missing parts of a jigsaw

in the ruby dark november morning
all the life shattered as the broken mirror
i played all the pieces as if a jigsaw
i feared to lose its marble tinies

you're the one presented me that enigma
i am sick of playing your game
why did you hide this magic parts
do you want me suffer from you

i've collected shapes from my crumbling room
and vision the missing parts of you
your tragedy leak into me, i'm charged
my heart craved your thorns to grieve

all my intelligence in the head
not enough to discover your secret
as i see, i'm not the foreteller
of complex questions in that jigsaw
has there anyone to order you but me
the night pieces to the right grids

i disappear, i disapear beside
can be noone at all but an empty
i deserve dismiison but not that cruelly
i could be noone and let me be

how i will end up that joy
the trails of sorrow on my face as deeper
i accept, to determine a toy
the night pieces to the right grids

God's bride (sibyl)

within the sedate life of unknown enigma
Sibyl staying within frail feelings of reality
her little heart couldn't know what to be
just followed the trail through the eternity
she needed a divine miracle to be elevated

released the seconds for her to join
the eternity she craved...she was to be
under the noble rain of ruby nature
each drop stalking her with an unwise glimpse
she feared who was she, staying mortal
this waters of divinity couldn't deceive her
a fatal memory, God's presenting to her

in this waters of melancholy she was drowning
she needed a hand to survive of her world
then the miracle embraced as in her mind

she thought she would have the honor
all the positive ideas she created illogical
in her mind she was crowned a Princess

as she wore the white dress
she saw the wings on her back
she was supposed to be the Angel, God's Brie

towards the temple of innocence
she looked within spelly thoughts
little steps brought her deeper

the ways of unfortunate fate called her
lamentation against God's had no regret
no one to blame her for her love inside
desire, lust, passion all for pleasure
how to wipe the sins on her innocence
unforgiven dance of mortal waves displayed
she was supposed to be Angel, even to corruption

she dived in a lake of disappointment
fearing from the disloyalty of plaintive visions
she had no wonder if the God existed

as the reals twinkled over the coulds
and dripping over the temple of betrayals
yet she was sane knowing what she lived

she was the God's bride, even to desolations...

forever lost hope

your sweetest sugartest
too much pleasure for misery
i'm not that strong
as if the ghosts i want to be
i am losing my shape

decide what is right
better conceal your feelings
clear your visions of past
ans say a word you want
i would confess it as real

a teary tranquil scene
life is unwise enough to see
i delay the dreams to eternity
and i give a name
forever lost hope

i can't stand those tears
my eyes remained so tired
you as well cruel as life
and you still keep forgetting
my reasons to live

i lose you tonight
what better would come after this
how a strange crowd
noone wants to hear my name
forever lost hope

can there be a light to see
the future is blind enough
i put a fire, burn myself
to condemn the last hope in me
a doomy exit, the fine reality
God's of Sorrow never show pity

you left as a handful of pain
i see, you also never show mercy
and simply forgot my name
forever lost hope....

analog lives

unwise trails drift helpless characters...
tired eyes fear from the same scene
as if a mean forest of weird nature
inverting my fiery desolate spirit

less power, itensive lactics on the skin
bond the glucoses of my total energy
i resign these all...i'm the only weak
tell me a sense to feel this unknown

losing fresh consciousness, poor insanity
i just tried that life again...

dripping in a world of pale grey futures
all the graces are my unfortune indicators
what an analog life this is...
i compared, have myself down to the grond
who will gather my shattered reality

under control my neurotic thoughts
can't be an ordinary page of time

as the tides of inexplicible motion surround
all elements became more routine
i guess life is not so easy to understand
to provide more complex questions in mind
i just tried that life again...

this traumatic thoughts granted an utopia
out of that analog life, sheer abstraction
clasp in my head in the name of perfection
i knew the dreamers should never be;
can never be an ordinary page...
so i tried that life again...

extreme cases

empty my veins for a majestic funeral
wound everytime to elevate
leave me be a tale of weak mind

the seeds of that extreme thoughts
grows up as the trust on mortality
that must be the brave of a suicider

i judge the feelings to carry on
how i could be more than that
a splending gift to recall myself

within the times moon light my imagination
all my reflections calm down, and muse...
an absolute transpass to other divisions
trance sleep, eyes focus far away
mere logic, communication with unknown

cure my psychosis...

i am the schizophrenic, out of norms
losing my neurons for empty cases
sending the seconds to unreal sights

i am the extreme out of myself
searching a way to undercontrol
all the functions in me cracked

no more life for me...

manual planet

automated decisions lost in the time
all the elements need a human sense
where are the pills of manual rotation
handmade resources covering this surface
the plants of energy delayed alteration

it was a dream of blue hues
the fire protected the rest of the colors
infra-red rays diffuse into the atmosphere
reflect all the sorrowss behind that aegis
blind enough to see invisible future

radiated air join the noble skies
chemical water make the mutation begin
biter taste of reality spread the ground
helpless planet bleeding from technology
last hopes are for other dimensions

leave this planet alone to weep
the tears might cure this serenity
a flashback memory can resurvive again
as an artist, paint into blue pastels
manual planet misses her past memories

grieving trilogy

PART I : misery forever

silver sky, poisonous atmosphere
i can't believe such day could be
all the visions belied my expectations
i cannot pretend to hide my fears

finally reached to my house of pain
i came alone with all my innocence
the lies of plain mind tend to cover
more trust, more suffer...
i feared that magic was playing with me
i knew, so hard to believe simple dreams
so i stepped back to reject
what a might, couldn't leave that deadhouse
and everything paralyzed a while

it was too late

better unborn than living that tragedy
all the seconds of my memory
drip a new tear out of my eyes
but the tears are not enough to tell
if only this marble bricks would be real
i would build up my desolation
where i would go now?what i would do?
i withdraw all my optimism back
just eternity will know me more

i have to get on with this

PART II : i am still alone

mused by deceptive tears
i thought something would change
but i was the only one in the room
now i see, i am still alone

sear me to welcome again
i can't forge the scars of past
i was different, need more satisfaction
for a perfect recovery in me

 i left my leaves to vortexes
to undress, for a bloody serenade
i confuse all my weak knowledge
but this can't be a mankind greed

i can't stand behind this violence
give me reasons to isolate passions
all the unknown feelings leaned on me
i feel, breathe of suicide covered me...

my hands tied up against
inject me more tear to diffuse
corrupted by that shameful judgement
the unfortunate decisions are consuming
i am totally shattered

i am still alone...

PART III : the return

relapse of the obsolete sorrows modified me
slayed all rafined sympathies for the life
the remnants of cruelty bounding the expectations
ominous memories eradicated the elevated feelings

agile craves lessened, profound enervation
intervals of gloomy seconds unlike to extend
my frigid behaviours concealed pale temptations
i'm groping my obscure future to mingle

of slight hopes faded away, stable misery
prospers on life theories built a new vision towards
fragile memories twinkled, revealed tomorrows
i return, i consumed all my modesty on destiny

birth of this nw dream confused me
difeerent projection on my past replayed
that absolute moods belong to creativity
define alternative terms, unseen maturity

i return...might of bonds recollected me
the shattered entity has a static paradigma
lofty spirit of that revolution erects
i'm the one unfathomed by this energy
methink it's the sign on the return
i return...

my last words

if only i would have embraced you
more reality should ever hurt
face up, don't you need anymore?

i came alone as me
just to tell the sick truth
believe this machine you use
this can't be play of mind

i offend, have no tear to plead
you didn't deserve this feeble entity
never been ether to you feelings
your visions are mightier than mines

i count tomorrow for unknown will
time swallows everyday cruelly
no more tear, no more regret
today the torture seems an end

if only it would be easy to say
i could be only a tiny memory
within the pages of serene history

i am for being forgotten
i thought we would be forever
never imagined myself so transparent
it was just an idea...together

sometimes i consider why suffer more
i should cut out this ring of amity
i would live desolations better
you know me better than you imagine

dear, just listen once ome more
you don't need to nurse that illness
i can't stick to you with my depressions
and you know, what my last words are...

title me

do cures need a character?

how helpless psychology is
count on the theoriesfor knowing
to title me, infinite research
need more and more name

my outlines memories
thicken the lines of distinction
i wonder what is normal?

breath deeper of nicotine
to calm my nerves down
as the unknown covers
just my questions left behind

the nights are totally pessimist
suffers grow mightier than ever
i cut my my nerves to escape

antibiotics to complete myself
i let a light complicated feelings
i am alone, poor neons are alone
we are the two heros of two different world
i fear, i regret...what i am?

i am a katatonic

i cut a breath in
my poor autonomy cry out oxygen
but i'm obstinate enough to carry on
my unbreakable stability
so can't i stand against
surrended by my exaggerated feelings

i give a shape
to keep myself forever, it's fair
i have no hour, no more time
i'm the only eternal
play me my unfathomable mind
i'm the sculpture of my own
please shape again

won't give a blame to my character
never think i'm sick
proud of being katatonic

do i care for science terms
think me i am poor patient
prove it to psychology literature

i have enough sanity to see
how my future would be
my deep looks are meaned as freak
yet who will see my pleasure world in
i count on the days spended for
i will never open my inner door
think me i am the poor patient

think me i am the poor patient
try reasoning my behaviours
simply i am a katatonic

erotic obessions

th morning tried never to come
temper of this night getting high
my breathe ran out deeper
i chose alternative ways to hypnotize
i've broken my caffeine wall
then close my eyes to sleep

poor reality can't know my reason
why i have this pain forever
i need more extensive words to express
i'm addicted to that lie paradise

so i need more dream to get rid of
this uncountable eternal night
i drank more sleep and i face up
all days' suppressed extreme phantasies
my dear angelic Reverie
i can't live this night without you

i love your illusion

never been beside in the morn
you left me alone without a feeling
no sense at all
just an ocean of disappointment

i love you that way
my dear angelic Reverie