my last words

if only i would have embraced you
more reality should ever hurt
face up, don't you need anymore?

i came alone as me
just to tell the sick truth
believe this machine you use
this can't be play of mind

i offend, have no tear to plead
you didn't deserve this feeble entity
never been ether to you feelings
your visions are mightier than mines

i count tomorrow for unknown will
time swallows everyday cruelly
no more tear, no more regret
today the torture seems an end

if only it would be easy to say
i could be only a tiny memory
within the pages of serene history

i am for being forgotten
i thought we would be forever
never imagined myself so transparent
it was just an idea...together

sometimes i consider why suffer more
i should cut out this ring of amity
i would live desolations better
you know me better than you imagine

dear, just listen once ome more
you don't need to nurse that illness
i can't stick to you with my depressions
and you know, what my last words are...