forever lost hope

your sweetest sugartest
too much pleasure for misery
i'm not that strong
as if the ghosts i want to be
i am losing my shape

decide what is right
better conceal your feelings
clear your visions of past
ans say a word you want
i would confess it as real

a teary tranquil scene
life is unwise enough to see
i delay the dreams to eternity
and i give a name
forever lost hope

i can't stand those tears
my eyes remained so tired
you as well cruel as life
and you still keep forgetting
my reasons to live

i lose you tonight
what better would come after this
how a strange crowd
noone wants to hear my name
forever lost hope

can there be a light to see
the future is blind enough
i put a fire, burn myself
to condemn the last hope in me
a doomy exit, the fine reality
God's of Sorrow never show pity

you left as a handful of pain
i see, you also never show mercy
and simply forgot my name
forever lost hope....